FRIENDSHIPS:

I hold loyalty above all else, and a close second to loyalty is grudges.

I don't like small talk or low-quality contact; I deeply crave intense meaningful human communication. I enjoy anything that has to do with human behavior or physiology, psychology, communication, interpersonal relationships simple and complex, why us tool wielding monkeys do the goofy stuff we do. I like speaking about things that would generally start an argument, spirituality, politics, "right and wrong" with people who take it as an interesting discussion, maybe someone learns something, finds new understandings.

Taking skeletons out of the closet, taking a good look at them, playing with them, then put it back away a little more safely. I like an open book unashamed comfortable talking about the darker things, what buttons to avoid, what buttons might be interesting to push. I like talking about feelings and experiences after.

I also enjoy a special doll I can play with; she plays my silly games with me without question. I am an emotionally invested lover and there is something about the love, trust and adoration when we're in that headspace that is so absolutely authentic, undiluted and innocent. What my princess's vision of this is, is very dark, loving but dark, it gives me all sorts of grey area to play in imaginatively and visually that I enjoy on top of the emotional connection.

''My circle is small, as strength lies in loyalty, not numbers. Confidence doesn't shout about itself, it exudes it’s essence in a quiet way and I'm fortunate to have the stealthiest and deadliest in my corner.''